Dear Crush,

I don't know why I'm still like you even it's almost 2 years that I'm not seeing you and I hate it. I'm 4th grade and your 6th grade the time that I have a crush on you. I felt that I have a crush on you when I saw you at Puregold. We're looking at each other…cause obviously we know each other then I took my eyes away from you.IDK why… It's awkward.That time IDK what's your name and I hate it cause we're schoolmate then IDK your name.  I'm not always seeing you at school and it sucks!Summer goes by...Then

school starts..I'm 5th grade,your 1st yr HS. So..I'm still like you.I'm too curious what's your name so I'm looking you on Facebook. (I'm such a stalker.lol) then I found you cause we have mutual friends. Yeayy!! Now,I know your name. It's to unique. I'm always looking at you or I guess staring when I see you at school. Then in the canteen when we both buying something I stand next to you.Cause we're in the same line.IDK how to move to talk and what I'm feeling. When I turned 6th grade your 2nd yr HS (8th grade) this the time that many things happened. Do you know the flag ceremony thingy? I 'always' feel awkward that time IDK why. I don't look at you and IDK why. One time,my friend is teasing me that your looking at me. I smiled at her and said "Hindi ah!" ("Not even") but deep inside I feel the butterflies in my stomach.  

During recess that we have the same time.. I'm always looking at you and I'm just happy about that. I'm not expecting that you can like me back. I'm just happy admiring you. Then Field Demo came. My friend (same friend) told me that your looking at me but I'm not looking at you.I'm just feeling awkward.Then everyday when I see you I staring at you.Card Giving (giving grades in school)...Your infront of your house,I guess then I'm with my friends cause we're going to our friends' house. Then one of my friend called you with your name.IDK what you said and reaction.When we go back to our school. We're one store. Then you passby riding with your scooter. After you passby.My friend,scream. Lol. Then ...The day that I need to leave our school (in Philippines) cause my family were going to migrate on U.S. When my last day to our school came...my friends is looking for you so that we can have picture together,but your not in our school,your at house eating lunch... cause everyday during lunch your going home to eat lunch. (I know that.Cause I'm your stalker that's why I know.jk.lol) Then  you came back. Then the one teacher came to our classroom wih you. All my girls classmates we're screaming because of that. Then we take a picture but I'm not looking,I'm looking at the ceiling cause IDK what I'm feeling. Then you left,my girls classmates still screaming.After school... HS class are on YMCA for PE. I waited for you guys to come back so I can see you.Cause it's the last day that I will see you… then yes! I saw you. But not that the last time, my friends and I are walking to her tutor and you with your friends too. I look at you... then I look away quickly... Cause your looking. It's awkward. IDK what I feel. It's the last time when I saw you. I remember all that. Cause I will not forget it. And now,I think I'm still like you. I'm always thinking of you.I'm always dreaming of you. I'm missing you. And I hate it! why can't I move on to you. I hope someday I see you again. Hope we can be friends when we see each other again.